Last time when i cried

My last time when I cried was six years ago, in 2002, when my mom past away. This was the last time when I did it. When my mom died she was 65 years old, and she suffered from high blood pressure. After, she had been in the hospital for couple of weeks; she did not get any progress. However, that was my worst day in my life when I received the phone call from my older brother and he had told me the news. I had started to cry so bad because I loved her so much, she raised me. After a long crying day I had stopped because I couldn’t change anything. That was god’s decision and no one can do anything. Crying is not a good feeling, but in some moments makes you feel realized from any pressure. All people loves their parents, but the differences are in relations ship between parents-children. I know that no one in this world can exchange my mom, but the life should be continue and I just remembering her best characteristics of parenting. She was not only my mom , all my friends they liked her because she never gave as hard time for anything. She all the time wants us to be happy. I wish she had been alive and I would have been the happiest person in the world again.